In the Lyric Mode - The Mood Museum Notebook for No-One

From time to time I write song lyrics, mostly because friends ask and then it's as if I am hypnotised; straight away lyrics start scrolling in, as if I am really an automaton. I wrote this song for a girl or boy band. It's about resilience, and toenail polish.

Johny Jay

Johny Jay Dalway Medway

paints her toenails in the winter sun,

writes down the feeling in her Mood Museum

Notebook for No-One but J J Dalway Medway

Johny Jay Dalway Medway

shops for her Nana at the IGA

Black and Gold butter, Cadbury’s Roses

thinks about the boy with air guitar

at her morning bus stop.

bridge

She’s whistling Coldplay, eyes half closed

waiting for the 448, smiles and blinks

‘hope springs eternal’ thinks Johny Jay.

Johny Jay s got 99 photos

blu-tacked to her bedroom wall

sends a message to her sister’s phone

‘sending failed, check details’, she’s on her own.

It’s disconnecting, it’s disconnecting.

Johny Jay keeps the P-plate

in her chest of drawers, nobody at school

talks about it anymore.

It’s disconnected, it’s disconnected.

Johny Jay Dalway Medway

starts to know grief’s forever,

smiles and blinks, writes down the feeling

in her Mood Museum Notebook for No-One

but J J Dalway Medway.

As a child I thought there was a jewel box hidden in my parent's house, I imagined there was a cache of pink cut glass rings - the ones with adjustable soft metal sizing - laid out in pink foam in the nailed tight plyboard box in my brothers' walk-in robe.

Years later, I realised the box was really the back of the bathroom cabinet. I got a lot of enjoyment out of those pink glass jewels that weren't there. Imaginery treasures are curiously satisfying.

Here is a central point where someone who might be interetested can see what bits of words, some links to work published in journals and ezines, and images that I have made.

Absent Knowledge

We are talking about knowing certain facts,

and he says, I know all that or used to,

it is only that I can’t remember.

Is this not knowing or forgetting

what you know? Perhaps the head holds

a trace of what was there,

perhaps it is there but can’t find

the way out; maybe it was there but left,

or there was a rumour that it was coming

but never did,

like the promised holiday ,

in Pennant Hills. At eight years old

I would lie in bed at night a hardly contained

precipice of anticipation that time

would take me to Pennant Hills and a big house

with a swimming pool. I can see

the façade of the house, the curve

of suburban street, where that house

I never went to might be - or even was.

Though I know I never went, maybe

somewhere, there is an unborn memory

of being there, and I am thwarted by absent knowledge

from enjoying what I did not do.

Carol Jenkins

From Voices from the Meadow Wollongong Workshop Anthology 2007 ( Five Islands Press)

Bambiraptor

The Going Down Swinging # 25 -special double CD edition has at last unwrappped itself in Sydney, with a lauch at the Last Bastion of Civilisation last Wednseday 25 September. I still don't know what is in this CD it apart from my spoken word poem Bambiraptor as I was incarcarated in an invention called Good Mummydom. I hope every one else had a good time at the launch party.

The fossil Bambiraptor’s importance in the evolutional of dexterity and the dissonant name gave me this rave by Blanche (Street Car Named Desire) - here she makes a play for Bambiraptor believing his tough and powerful persona is lined with tenderness, like Stanley. This poem is one of my bids to get fossils to colonise and take over the myth as the substratum of literature.

Show Me The Treasure

In the Lyric Mode - The Mood Museum Notebook for No-One

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